Malaysia Tanah Air Tercinta

 

How do you decide i am your enemy?

How do you decide i am your enemy? 

Is it my mind that bothers you?

Is it my laugh that annoys you?

Is it my heart that disappoint you?

How do you decide i am your enemy? 

Is it the way I talk

Is it the way i walk

Is it the way i thought

How do you decide i am your enemy?

Is my laugh disturbs you

Is my smile disturbs you

Is my gigle disturbs you

How do you decide i am your enemy

Is the way i move make you uncomfortable 

Is the way I breathe make you suffocate 

Is the way i glare make you blink 

How do you decide I am your enemy 

I learn that I can never make you or anyone satisfied 

I learn that I can always find peace for myself 

I learn that I can always improve myself without impressing yourself 

Hate is not a solution 

Hate is not to celebrate 

Hate is not the way to move forward

I will never understand

 I will never understand

I will never understand

how you are still strong

how you are standing tall

how you are rising up

even 

torture after torture 

bully after bully

killing after killing

I will never understand 

how you wipe your tears everyday 

how you persuade your heart to wake up every morning

how you convince yourself that tomorrow will be the day

Oh Palestinian 

I will never understand the suffering 

I will never understand the heart break

I will never understand the sorrow

No matter how much sadness I endured; never can be compared to yours

No matter how much pain I resisted; never ever be compared to yours

No matter how much loneliness I felt; never ever be compared to yours

I will never truly understand the pain; the darkness; the pressure; the grief

I will never truly understand the cries; the screams; the nightmare; the stab

I will never truly understand the anger; the frustration; the discomfort; the hurt

I will never understand 

but I will never stop praying 

I will never understand 

but I will never stop believing 

I will never understand 

but I will never stop caring

#freePalestine

Strange feeling

I woke up at night - in the middle of the night

I had a strange feeling

Feeling that tickled my heart

My tears ran down 

I was not sure why

Was it just a nightmare? or was it real?

The coldness of air started to chill my body

I guess it was the rain and the storm 

I sometimes can see the shadow of the lightning through the window

But the feeling

The strange feeling

Feeling that disturbed my sleep

Feeling that took away my peace

Feeling that raced my heart

My eyes were wide open

My mind started to calculate what to do

Oh strage feeling; possibly you just are here

To remind me that I am just human

Strange feeling; I appreciate!

Great Is SUBJECTIVE

Some feel great despite the fact that great is SUBJECTIVE.

The more down to earth you are, the more content you are; down to earth does not mean stupid or ignorant; down to earth means respectful and humble.

Being above is not necessarily right and great and being below is not necessarily wrong and low. 

Tomorrow, if you change places, are you ready to face being above and go down to the  bottom; vice versa?

What human praise are you looking for? Till when? How far? Until the seventh heaven? Or can a compliment remove sincerity?

Guessing the implicit meaning is not our human work, but what is born in the naked eye is still a reflection of oneself. 

Be careful.

PS: Salam AidilAdha 2020

Ada yang merasa dirinya terlalu hebat walaupun hakikatnya hebat itu adalah bersifat subjektif.

Semakin tunduk semakin berisi; tunduk bukan bermaksud bodoh atau tak tahu; tunduk sebagai hormat dan rendah diri.Yang di atas tak semestinya betul dan yang di bawah tak semestinya salah dan tewas. Esok-esok kalau bertukar tempat, bersediakah menghadapi yang di atas ke bawah; yang di bawah ke atas?

Sanjungan manusiakah yang dicari? Sampai bila? Sampai mana? Sampai langit ketujuh? Atau sanjungan budi menghapus ikhlas sanubari?

Sajak buat dodo: Perginya dodo dari dunia

Dodo
Waktu kau wujud,
Kau diburu disegenap penjuru
Habis kerabatmu dilapah diratah

Kini kau tiada lagi
Kau pupus, kau hapus
Namun namamu jadi sebutan
Jasamu jadi ingatan
Seantero dunia memberi penghormatan

Biarkan mereka berkata; biarkan mereka persenda
Pergilah dodo - biarkan saja mereka
Kerana akhirnya penyesalan tiada lagi berguna...
Ps: sajak ini tiada kena mengena dengan isu semasa dunia pendidikan Malaysia

Year Yells Youthfully

January just jogged

February flew far

March moved miles

April arched away

May marched merrily

June just jammed

July jingled joyfully

August always arrived

September sang serenely

October observed obviously

November never numbed

December drove dreams

No matter what they say

No matter what they say

You are who you are

No matter what they say

You feel what you feel

No matter what they say

You stand on your feet and your head held high

No matter what they say

Be your own self and trust your instinct

No matter what they say

Giving up is not a choice

No matter what they say

Keep going and believe your journey

No matter what they say

You and I - we are just people, we are all the same

No matter what they say

Stand tall. Stand strong.

No matter what they say

laugh, cry, smile and be gloomy

No matter what they say

You can! You always can

No matter what they say

They can say what they want

At the end it is you to keep going

It is your journey

You are the matter

Tomorrow I Must Embrace

It flies away

It goes anyway

The smile that faded

The laugh that ended

The tears that dried

The cry that silence

The cycle that repeats on its own

Sometimes you hope that it moves faster

Sometimes you hope that it stays forever

Sometimes you hope that it will never gone

Sometimes you hope that you can stop it

Never mind what they say

Never mind what they be

Never mind what they think

Time never waits

Time gone

Time brings memories

TIME - Tomorrow I Must Embrace

Since when...

Since when you know anything about me?
Since when you dive into my mind?
Since when you see what I see?

Since when you know better what I feel?
Since when you explore my heart?
Since when you be the expert of my senses?

Since when you care on my views?
Since when you think you listen to my voice?
Since when you understand my complication that I myself still study?

You can only observe
You can only hear
You can only listen
You can only think
You can only assume

Whenever you think you are right, you can always be wrong
Whenever you think you are wrong, you might be right
We, human being, we are complicated creatures
Never truly right
Never truly wrong
Live on your own right, our own decision...


PS: the KFC night!

Life through my eyes T-Shirt

So the first volume of Life through my eyes t-shirt is out for grab!

The price is only for RM28 (postage is not included)

Let me know if you want one! (or more) aha

PS: Relate

Have You Lately?

Have you looked up to the sky lately?

Watch the beautiful blue scenery

The pure white clouds

The shining sunshine

Have you looked up to the sky at night time yesterday?

See the moon glowing

Check out the stars blinking

Saying hello to the universe

Have you been to the sea last week?

Appreciate the sound of the waves

Walking on the sand with your bare feet

Swim happily

Have you been to the forest last month?

Smell the nature

Touch the wood of the tallest tree

Listening to the sound of the jungle

Have you appreciated yourself today?

Say positive words

Pat your shoulder and say thank you

Do it now

never mind...

never mind... it hurts for now
never mind... somehow you will move on
never mind... it takes time and time will flies
never mind... keep strong even sometimes you're not sure what does it means
never mind... just be YOU

'the shoes that got away'

never... give up your dreams
never... stop trying
never... say that you will fail
never... be scared of people that put you down
never... feel that you are unworthy

mind... the effort
mind... the courage
mind... the patient
mind... the positive
mind... the kindness

trust
believe

Am I addicted to you?

I was walking on the road
Going to get myself food to eat
Then I wonder about you
Have you eaten?
Am I addicted to you?

I was talking to a friend
We were laughing happily at a joke
Then you came across my mind
Were you happy too at that time?
Am I addicted to you?

I was driving back home
Waiting for my car to move, but the traffic light showing red
Wondering if you are safely back at your place
Am I addicted to you?

I'm thinking about you with someone else
about how you treat the person
about how you care about the person
I'm thinking that it will be me
I'm greedy and selfish when I'm thinking of you
Am I addicted to you?

You make me nervous
You make my heart beats so fast
You make me believe that life is so wonderful
You take my breath away

we meet
we left
we talk
we fight
but we always drawn back to each other

Maybe we are never meant to be together
Maybe it's only an addiction
until I find something new to be crazy about
until then, I guess, I'm addicted to you!

PS: maybe it's about a glass of creamy teh ais!

today; tomorrow

Today you fall
Tomorrow you get back on your feet, run as fast

Today you cry
Tomorrow you laugh out loud like there is nothing to lose

Today you weep
Tomorrow you smile like the flowers bloom

Today they called you a loser
Tomorrow you be the champion, no one can ever beat

Today they called you weak
Tomorrow you come out strong inside and outside

Today they beat you down
Tomorrow you be the shield for others

Today you find it is hard to keep going
Tomorrow you see the lights that show you things can be easy

Today you find it is dark
Tomorrow sun will arise, bringing out the heat, the warmth, the life

Today doesn't mean today
Tomorrow doesn't mean the next day
Today can be the time that you are struggling
Tomorrow can be the day that you learn you

I'm not telling you

I'm telling you my story not for you to judge me
I'm telling you in the hope that you will try to understand

I'm telling you my insecurities not for you to laugh at me
I'm telling you in the hope that you will try to learn about me

I'm telling you my secrets not for you to open them up to the whole world
I'm telling you in the hope that I can learn to trust you

I'm just being me
I'm just being myself
I'm just being honest

I'm not telling you to lie
I'm not telling you to cry
I'm not telling you to sigh

not the sympathy, only the reality
not the cruelty, only the bravery

I'm not telling you... anymore!


PS: Coffee! Coffee! Coffee!

Kiasan Kembara

This is a song! Stay tuned for the video...aha ;)

Pernahkah terlintas di fikiran
Berhenti di pertengahan jalan
Pernahkah terungkap perkataan
Tiada jalan penyelesaian

Berlari ku berlari
Mengejar impian yang tak pasti

Mencari ku mencari
Arah belum temui

Dihati, dihati
Tersimpan rasa mengundur diri

Berhenti, berhenti
Atau terus kemudi

Sebutir permata
Dicemari lumpur
Kan bila digilap
Kilau sinarnya

Begitulah jua
Kedinginan embun
Kan hilang pabila
Terbit mentari

Kiasan kembara

this road we chose

this road we chose

no one knows what is waiting for us

this road we chose

let alone it be

this road we chose

dark? light?

this road we chose

the fear, the terror, the breath, the pain

this road we chose

the brave, the calmness, the smile, the cure

this road we chose

the opportunity, the freedom, the wings to spread

this road lead to the future

this road is the road that meant to be

this road is for you

this road is for us

yes...this road we chose

PS; Using roads almost everyday!

what if no one

what if no one cares
what if there is no sympathy
will there be peace in this world?

what if no one is brave
what if no one tries
will there be opportunities be arise?

what if no one dares
what if no one steps outside the lines
will there be a finishing line?

what if no one appreciate
what if no one praises
will there be ongoing success?

what if no one wants to think
what if no one wants to explore
will there be new discoveries?

what if no one goes up
what if no one goes down
will we be stuck in the middle?

what if things are supposed to be as it is
what if no changes are needed
what if it's you
what if it's me
what if it's us
what if it's them
what if no one
what if no one
what if?

Kenangan bersama

So, this is a new song I created a few hours ago. I do not have pupils to help me sing this song, so I made a simple Youtube video...ahaha... Hope you will like the song ;)

The lyrics:

Terjaga aku dari mimpi

Dibuai hembus bayu pagi

Kenangan bersama kembali

Waktu kecil dahulu

Keindahan memori bersama

Gelak tawa senda gurau kita

Andai dapat kuulangi kembali

Terubat rindu di hati

Ibu

Iringan doamu

Sentiasa tersemat di sanubariku

Ayah

Titisan keringatmu

Menjadi penguat di kala aku lemah

Kedewasaan ini

Mengajar aku erti

Cinta untukmu pasti

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