Saturday, January 31, 2015

...experience to absorb...

Okay I should write something this week or else it makes my week feels incomplete..aha... Nowadays I am always aware of myself if I do not write anything. It feels like I did something wrong. There is a dependency to this blog, or an attachment, bonding! ahaha...of course I have know this since I first started blogging. It is not just about writing.

This week was very up and down week for me. So many experiences to absorb. A good experience is great to motivate you. Bad experiences can be very hurtful sometimes, but still they can teach you something. Focusing on the bad experience, sometimes when you are dealing with it, you will find it difficult to take out what is the learning experience. Then after a while, you learn something from it. This does not mean you can suddenly change and stop doing it but it means that you started to acknowledge it. Acknowledging something in your mind and heart is good right? It is an accomplishment. At least I think it is. :D



Yay! A long weekend is coming. Hope everyone is safe and enjoying your days.

PS: The not so sure what to up;date day...aha...

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

...kids are so open towards the opportunity to LEARN...

A few days ago, I saw a few kids playing outside of their apartment - a small space near the parking lot. I was on my way to the elevator to go and see Rohaizat and his family - my usual way of spending my time when I'm in KL. Yeah, I enjoy meeting my best friend who I know since our secondary school time! Ahaha (maybe I should write an entry about this with his permission!)

So back to the story, I saw these kids playing with a ball. Kicking to each other and then the ball kept going into the drain. I could see some frustration every time it happened. Then one of the kids started to use his slippers to make a wall to prevent the ball from going into the drain. It was fine for a while but then the ball was kicked so hard that it moved the slipper and everything went inside the drain (the drain was dry luckily).

However, the kids didn't look as frustrated as before this time. They started to follow their friend's idea. They all gave up their slippers and make a wall. This time a better one! I waited for a while just to see what happened while pretending that I was looking at my car... quite a good actor I am... or maybe the kids were just too lazy and busy to notice that I am there! They were much too busy focusing on their game...ahaha

The wall looked much stronger this time. They played a bit longer but then the ball slipped into the drain again. Interestingly, the kids became much more creative - they used things around them that they could find to make a wall. They used bricks, wood and some more stuff that they found! wahaha...so good!

The wall looked much stronger this time. They played a bit longer but then the ball slipped into the drain again. Interestingly, the kids became much more creative - they used things around them that they could find to make a wall. They used bricks, wood and some more stuff that they found! So good to see that!

Then, I left them to go upstairs to Rohaizat's place. It was really interesting to witness that and to see how
children are so open towards the opportunity to learn around them, to learn from each other. Now that I'm not working directly with kids as a teacher, it's quite difficult to see this. Being an adult sometimes is much more complex and involves many more things to consider! Thanks kids!

PS; just another cup of tea

Monday, January 12, 2015

...I felt new but old in some ways...

I'm about to go to sleep but something inside me telling me that I should write first. I'm enjoying reading this book at the moment - Love Letters to the Dead by Ava Dellaira. Interesting book that gives me a different perspective. Something similar when I read The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky! There are things and situations that I can relate to in both books. Good!

It's been more than 10 days already since new year. I felt new but old in some ways. New as a new start and old as an old soul...ahaha... I guess you are always there as you are, no matter what year comes, right?

With determination and strong will, things can be changed! Whatever, where ever and whoever... I guess! ahaha...me and some of my funny thoughts.

Now we feel like the new year is just around the corner. Soon, suddenly everything will be so fast and we will already be in the mid of the year... and then it will come to the end. So funny to think about how time flies. It makes us feel so far away but then when we go through it and pass it, suddenly it can never turn back and keeps moving forward!

Let's all cherish the moment and do and feel each moment of our lives! Yay!


PS: ...While listening to the sweet voice - Birdy!

Tuesday, January 06, 2015

2015

I am back in Malaysia now after a short visit to the UK. First to get started with the Life history research with University of Hertfordshire, second to visit Dr. Kit and family and third to Khairi, my good friend since studying during foundation in IPG Batu Rakit, Kuala Terengganu.

For me, this visit is really important. Not just because of the work that needs to be done but the most important is to go away for a little bit from the world of working life. I just need a place to recover, to reflect and to analyse my experience in 2014. Too many things have been happening in 2014 such as changing career, second book launched, staying in KL and many more.

The research study has officially started now! Wow! I'm very glad to be a part of this project. There will be series of interviews to be held later on via online - possibly Skype. This research will be about the use of ARM in my teaching and learning but going deeper than just in my teaching in school experience. It will covers the life when I was a student to see how does it prepared me to accept ARM. Interesting!

I'm very glad to meet Dr. Kit as he really understands what I have been through. I'm really happy to have a mentor and a best friend like him! Always there to support me and my decision. hopefully it will be forever! ahaha

Meeting Khairi in Bristol is also amazing. Glad to be there and give him a little bit of support. I also liked to go and see the University of Bristol. It gave me more motivation for my next steps ... maybe ... Listening to Khairi's experience, I was really able to relate with him. Good luck all the way Khairi! Yes, You Can!

2015! Come and I'm ready to rock!

PS: nervous all the time


Thursday, January 01, 2015

Happy New Year 2015!

Happy New Year everyone! Hopefully 2015 will bring happiness and success to us. Let's be positive and try as hard as we can in whatever we do, okay?
I'm looking forward to the next chapter and the next steps. I believe that you are too. New year is always a good time for something new and also to reflect on what have we achieved and done so far. 

The more we reflect the more we realise that sometimes things keep moving forward and we can't retrieve the moment that has already passed. So, it's time to see and plan the next coming chapter...

You know what? Cherish the moment and make every downfall a way to be stronger and more determined!

Happy New Year!!! 2015!!! Amazing!!!

PS: Let's make noise! Fireworks!!!